better late than never

today i saw an episode of one tree hill and it involved a flashback of payton and julius dating. julius saw that payton was reading her ex luca's book all the time. something kept her with him. julius saw this and ended it as soon as he saw the book in her bag when they were about to leave for vacation.

this is similar to my situation... thing is julius saw this first before i did. i saw it after things have ended, he ended it because he saw it. so many people have told me it wasnt fair for me but no one was willing to tell me at the time. i had to figure it out myself. im done, im doing this for myself...