was it worth it

i heard what was said on your blog... about you being with vaughn for "years"... so what was us? just time away from him? were feelings even real? dont tell me shit anymore cause i dont know if i believe you anymore. was my time worth it? if it made you grow then im glad. but was i just someone to make you realize vaughn was the one? i told you to go back. i didnt know you well enough before and i still dont know if i know you well enough now. would you really have gone back to him if you wanted to? cause you did in the end. it bugs me that you said something like that cause im not some piece of trash or an experiment... some person to make someone realize im not the one. its happened with jenn and its happened with you. i have so much respect for the friends you introduced me to cause now they understand what im going through or what i went through. it sucks... just so you know.... it fuckin hurts more than anything you have done to me. dont compare cause i had 10 whole months of lies and deceit. dont you dare compare....