i miss it...

to be underwater is a different experience, one that can't be copied. so carefree, no worries whatsoever... just enjoying the scenery around you. all you can hear is you breathing through your mouth piece and you have all the time(not really, about 20 per session haha) in the world to appreciate the part of our world where only 10% has been explored and a few can experience. ahhh... i can't wait to do it in the philippines, i heard the waters there are beautiful.

patience is a virtue

^ haha. well sometimes she doesnt have it with me. haha jk. i just want to thank you for putting up with all my nonsense, immaturities, and my sexual innuendos most of all. i love you!


anyways, i texted paula v. today and just made sure everything is ok with her. i'll admit nigga, i do miss ya but hope all is good with dave and he really isnt your cousin hahaha. but seriously, try and have fun up there... its your time to yourself and friends you'll make, make the most of it <3


annnnnd it seems like the san diego people are leaving and i cant say bye to them :( i hope we'll get together at the anaheim sonics again. good times. just have fun tomorrow night you guys and trash alyssa's new place! lol jk. love ya all!

ahhhbuff

i miss you... i really do. looking back at the past makes me realize what i have now. we've grown so much together, through thick and thin, bad and good, ups and our downs. we've made it through all of them because we know we can't let this get away. i love you for you and what you do to me. i'm soo happy i can be myself around you and you still appreciate all that is me. but what got to me and what still gets to me is the things you've done for me. soooo much support, sooo much appreciation, soooo much respect i get from you. its all ive wanted from anyone really and its soo hard to find out there. you're the one that gives more than 100% everytime. you're the one that thinks of my wellbeing instead of your own. seriously, why hasnt anyone gotten you or realized what they've lost until they've lost it. in front of me or... lets say what i have now is really a diamond in the rough. so rare.... i thank you for all that you do and for all that you say you are. you've showed me the difference and you're still showing it. you push me to do all the things i should be doing, you feed me and feed me and feed me til im bloated, you surprise me with little things and for once you're not ashamed or mad that YOU have to step up sometimes. i know i get stupid, weak, stubborn and you're the one that pushes past my walls to get back to the way we are. i just want you to know im trying to do the same, im trying to be the best you've seen, i'm trying to show you the best of me and we have such a long way to go. 4 months in and it feels we've gone through so many things. i wouldnt take back anything we've gone through at all. you're seriously the best I ever had and you still seize to amaze me every single day. i adore all that is you and all that you do. i love you so much... words on here or any lyric that you sing can explain or express how much...