just had one of the most amazing weekends so far this summer. july 4th was super fun with ate moni's family and then july 5th for my cousin nicole's bday. then july 6th to santa monica pier/promenade to hang out with cousins and friends. all of this with my boo.
thank you nicole's friends, you know who you are to make her birthday such a fantastic event. we've gotten so much closer after just a weekend and i hope we continue this. lets not forget to keep in touch with each other and thank you for caring about me so much. i love you guys!
so, looking back at old videos of the family... makes me appreciate everyone a lot more. we loved our cousins, we just didnt hang out with them. we loved our tita/o's so much in the past and i feel like we lost a lot along the way. we were all so close and we've drifted gradually. i miss it, i miss going out just to hang out and to get some fresh air. i miss being with everyone outside of the house and enjoying the world as a family. i love you guys soooooo much. i'm glad we're getting closer and closer, even tho its little by little. its better late than never.
i know you feel like things arent the same. thats not my issue, its yours not believing i love you just as much and if not more. i thank you for being there, i thank you for accepting me back after my stupidity. i know you make your mistakes, but i have mine to make and you'll be there to accept me back again and again just as i will with you. ive learned to stop dwelling on what happened, love whats given to you every day and learn from past mistakes. life's seriously too short to dwell on little things and arguments. i love you so much and i know you know. im sorry if you dont feel it, im sorry if you dont see it. but i know deep in my heart that i love you sooo soo much and still appreciate all you do for me and my family. thank you for such a wonderful weekend with you even through our rough time. it will only make us stronger and this weekend is just a start of a 3 weekend stretch with you before i leave for boston. so lets keep moving forward babe. uoyevoli
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