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ugh.. why'd i take a look at those pics. i was doing so well without her, not seeing her... i just think her friends are so shady like carl and them. u want it to be close friends, ok thats fine. damn it. i gotta let it go.... think LAkers... think LAkers... KOBE!!! :D ok good...

the only thing that keeps happy is being out with friends, playing basketball ofcourse or watching the LAkers or knowing the LAkers are champions... weeeee :D

well... anyways, peace... hope ur doing well and ur happy, u deserve it

:P

shes always in my mind... but this other girl has been easing in little by little. shes amazing, shes cuuute, shes fun and im totally comfortable with her. but am i only dating her cause of lust reasons or her being a rebound? i still dont know. but all i know is im hurt if shes been with "him". actions speak louder than words and i know it cause ive made my mistakes. but what can i do, as long as shes happy right? its ok, she'll have a great summer and come school time will be happy to be with whoever shes with. im gonna do my best to focus and just finish this semester to enjoy Christmas and New Years once again. ha... now that i think about it... its never been a good one with anyone, thought it was until i found out things later.

anyways... this girl im dating definitely eases my heart and brings my mind elsewhere... it brings me to her and being happy to be with her. holding her and such just calms me but like i said "is she a rebound?" sure doesnt feel like it, but im just gonna go with the flow and see where this takes me :]

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ahhhhh its been so long since i used this but i think i need it now than ever. i have so much on my mind i cant think straight and hopefully this gets through to myself. well fuck everything cause Lakers win the championship for the 2nd straight season baby. i'm so fuckin stoked and stilllllllllll happy and will be happy the rest of this summer. its been an amazing run by them and it just motivates me to do better on the court. speaking of, we started our season playing against shake n bake, a team we think is our rivals this season.

well enough about basketball before i start ranting off into that. i dont have much else to say tho, still on that Laker hiiighh ;] i'll blog later if i find something to blog about