shes always in my mind... but this other girl has been easing in little by little. shes amazing, shes cuuute, shes fun and im totally comfortable with her. but am i only dating her cause of lust reasons or her being a rebound? i still dont know. but all i know is im hurt if shes been with "him". actions speak louder than words and i know it cause ive made my mistakes. but what can i do, as long as shes happy right? its ok, she'll have a great summer and come school time will be happy to be with whoever shes with. im gonna do my best to focus and just finish this semester to enjoy Christmas and New Years once again. ha... now that i think about it... its never been a good one with anyone, thought it was until i found out things later.
anyways... this girl im dating definitely eases my heart and brings my mind elsewhere... it brings me to her and being happy to be with her. holding her and such just calms me but like i said "is she a rebound?" sure doesnt feel like it, but im just gonna go with the flow and see where this takes me :]
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