2 cents

she just jumped back into my head... my mind. i feel so empty without her.. like i cant feel. i miss her kiss, her hug, holding her hand, her smooth skin, her nice legs, her hair.... ughh everything. i dont know how to come up to her. i dont know how to approach this situation. shes happier, i think shes happier... is she happier? she keeps coming back.. is this a sign? is this an obstacle to get over for something better? good things must fall apart so better things can fall together. these pics all over the house, so many things remind me of her but i cant seem to put them away... its... its like my only pieces left of her in my life since i dropped her out of it. i cant stop to think if shes still in love... i dont want to assume so ill leave it at that. well.... maybe a shower will help... but then again, i get thoughts of her in there too -_-