the more i see shit.. the more i think about it... it pisses me off.

ya i like the girl whos her ading... how do u think i feel that ur dating a childhood friend. seriously?? and u know how i feel cause u went back to him... wtf?! it hurts knowing the person u love went to someone who u were friends with but now u just cant feel the same with them. now u know how i feel.

friends will support u no matter what. but better friends will tell u what u need to hear. they will tell u u deserve better... theyll give u advice, be there... tell u what they really think about the situation. the reason y the people u hang out with doesnt say shit about him is cause they're friends with him, close to him.

seriously... do what u want. it fuckin hurt seeing those pics in world of color and disneyland. fuck that. thats the one thing that reallly realllly got to me and i think im done. u do what u want and its for u if u want this back. but i dont know if i do anymore. u know what.. i dont think i do. ill find my someone, you've found urs. im lowkey happy for u but im hurting so bad cause of this.

this girl im with... i know she'll help me. she cares, she takes care of me. shes not u, but shes doing her best to make me feel special and show me the difference between u two.

i know ive fucked up...ive told u that. live ur life. its ur time. u enjoy and ill see/talk to u whenever, ill leave ur bday present at ur door cause i dont think i can see u anymore.

i think thats my last... i think this is my goodbye. God bless and take care of yourself. good luck to wherever u may go in ur career.

bye mon.